In 1 Samuel 1:1-20, Hannah prayed earnestly for a son. She prayed so much, without talking, for a son that God granted her the request. She was given what she asked for, but not the first time. It states that for years upon years she went with her husband to the temple to sacrifice and each year she prayed for a child. Finally, after she prayed so intently that the priest Eli thought she was drunk, God answered.
Today as I taught this concept to young students, I recounted the fact that we can pray without speaking outloud. Personally, I love praying silently and find myself praying unceasingly in my mind. If I prayed outloud that often people would think I'm crazy. But God in his infinite wisdom and knowledge has the ability to read our thoughts, whether they are prayers or not. (This is also convicting as God knows even the thoughts of our heart that we don't want to admit to ourselves, let alone say outloud.)
So my challenge to you, and to myself, is to try to pray at all times... Practically: pick one spot (such as the car or walking to class) that you are always going to spend in prayer instead of thinking other thoughts. This whole week talk to God (aloud if you desire) and get to know Him better. Also try to listen some as a conversation is not just you talking all the time; neither should prayer be just us talking to God. Listen to His answers!
Wednesday, February 29, 2012
Tuesday, February 28, 2012
Undergrad vs Grad
Today I felt like I was back in my undergrad days rushing from one activity to the next with each thing only being 2.5 hours or shorter. Yes, the day started off going out to eat, followed by 2.5 hours as a substitute, a quick lunch, a field placement, run to the store, a 30 min break, tutoring, work on campus, class, and cleanup of my office so it wasn't filled with back to back classes. Regardless, I really enjoy my more common days where I only have 3-4 things throughout the entire day and I don't have to remember where I have to be when. Simple is better I think.
Sadly, tomorrow is even crazier although I do now get a short break between 8am and 12am during which time I don't even have class, just a field placement and a pile of work to do.
So all of you undergrads... keep plowing on. Eventually you'll get to the place where you have 30-40 hours of work a week, a few classes, some social life, and fewer things to remember a day. Then you'll graduate and just have work, maybe a social life and family and life will be so much simpler. (I don't really believe that life will be simpler in the real world, but the number of different things to remember will be shorter).
Whatever happens God is in charge of planning each day and guiding my footsteps throughout the day.
Sadly, tomorrow is even crazier although I do now get a short break between 8am and 12am during which time I don't even have class, just a field placement and a pile of work to do.
So all of you undergrads... keep plowing on. Eventually you'll get to the place where you have 30-40 hours of work a week, a few classes, some social life, and fewer things to remember a day. Then you'll graduate and just have work, maybe a social life and family and life will be so much simpler. (I don't really believe that life will be simpler in the real world, but the number of different things to remember will be shorter).
Whatever happens God is in charge of planning each day and guiding my footsteps throughout the day.
Monday, February 27, 2012
Service
The theme of my thesis... As I wrote the first part of my thesis and printed off a bunch of articles I can't even describe how much I really enjoy my topic. Usually reading research articles is super boring, even just the abstracts...but not this time. I was engaged and although I did not read any in depth and most weren't empirical studies, I was excited to see what research had to say about service.
I know that without community service my life would be very different... I would have had tons more time in high school and longer winter breaks in college. But, I wouldn't be able to walk into a room and think "I was part of the team that painted that" or go on facebook and see a group that I created for an organization. I don't honestly think that I would be as close to my friends or as confident in myself as a leader without four years on the service trip. I can't think of how many times a week I thank God for orchestrating the service trip idea 4.5 years ago into a few of IV members heads and that we were able to make it happen.
God clearly has things to say about service... here's mine and the theme for the service trips as well.
34 “Then the King will say to those on his right, ‘Come, you who are blessed by my Father; take your inheritance, the kingdom prepared for you since the creation of the world. 35 For I was hungry and you gave me something to eat, I was thirsty and you gave me something to drink, I was a stranger and you invited me in, 36 I needed clothes and you clothed me, I was sick and you looked after me, I was in prison and you came to visit me.’
37 “Then the righteous will answer him, ‘Lord, when did we see you hungry and feed you, or thirsty and give you something to drink? 38 When did we see you a stranger and invite you in, or needing clothes and clothe you? 39 When did we see you sick or in prison and go to visit you?’
40 “The King will reply, ‘Truly I tell you, whatever you did for one of the least of these brothers and sisters of mine, you did for me.’
The last part, which has adorned all of the service trip t-shirts, is my favorite and reminds me of why I serve God. Sometimes the jobs aren't my favorite (ex. dishes), but they can be done for His Glory.
I want to challenge you to add your own story about a time when community service made a difference in your life... extra points if it talks about your social development. Comments below or personal messages are welcomed!
Go forth and serve!
I know that without community service my life would be very different... I would have had tons more time in high school and longer winter breaks in college. But, I wouldn't be able to walk into a room and think "I was part of the team that painted that" or go on facebook and see a group that I created for an organization. I don't honestly think that I would be as close to my friends or as confident in myself as a leader without four years on the service trip. I can't think of how many times a week I thank God for orchestrating the service trip idea 4.5 years ago into a few of IV members heads and that we were able to make it happen.
God clearly has things to say about service... here's mine and the theme for the service trips as well.
34 “Then the King will say to those on his right, ‘Come, you who are blessed by my Father; take your inheritance, the kingdom prepared for you since the creation of the world. 35 For I was hungry and you gave me something to eat, I was thirsty and you gave me something to drink, I was a stranger and you invited me in, 36 I needed clothes and you clothed me, I was sick and you looked after me, I was in prison and you came to visit me.’
37 “Then the righteous will answer him, ‘Lord, when did we see you hungry and feed you, or thirsty and give you something to drink? 38 When did we see you a stranger and invite you in, or needing clothes and clothe you? 39 When did we see you sick or in prison and go to visit you?’
40 “The King will reply, ‘Truly I tell you, whatever you did for one of the least of these brothers and sisters of mine, you did for me.’
The last part, which has adorned all of the service trip t-shirts, is my favorite and reminds me of why I serve God. Sometimes the jobs aren't my favorite (ex. dishes), but they can be done for His Glory.
I want to challenge you to add your own story about a time when community service made a difference in your life... extra points if it talks about your social development. Comments below or personal messages are welcomed!
Go forth and serve!
Sunday, February 26, 2012
Attitude not aptitude
“SUCCESS BASED ON ATTITUDE,
RATHER THAN APTITUDE”
That's straight from my summer job information. As I fill out the remaining information about my job, I'm so excited to be working in an atmosphere where the attitude really means so much. After reviewing the camp video with my parents, I was reminded of why I chose to work at this camp in particular. Each staff member is part of a team with support from all sides and is a positive role model 24-7 to the kids. We'll encourage the kids to become better people and try new things. I can't wait to be part of a place with so many great opportunities to get involved. Plus the kids I'll be working with are the older ones who will have more options for what cool things they do, including more trips out of camp. While I don't know too much about my specific schedule, as I'm part of the programming team in charge of planning everything, it'll be amazing to see what can happen. While it's not a Christian camp, and no religious things happen there, I know that this is my mission field for the summer and how I'm supposed to use the gifts God has given me to serve others. The specifics I'll find out later!!!
RATHER THAN APTITUDE”
That's straight from my summer job information. As I fill out the remaining information about my job, I'm so excited to be working in an atmosphere where the attitude really means so much. After reviewing the camp video with my parents, I was reminded of why I chose to work at this camp in particular. Each staff member is part of a team with support from all sides and is a positive role model 24-7 to the kids. We'll encourage the kids to become better people and try new things. I can't wait to be part of a place with so many great opportunities to get involved. Plus the kids I'll be working with are the older ones who will have more options for what cool things they do, including more trips out of camp. While I don't know too much about my specific schedule, as I'm part of the programming team in charge of planning everything, it'll be amazing to see what can happen. While it's not a Christian camp, and no religious things happen there, I know that this is my mission field for the summer and how I'm supposed to use the gifts God has given me to serve others. The specifics I'll find out later!!!
Saturday, February 25, 2012
Work
This year work has constantly been on my mind. As I work 20-43 hours a week, usually in the 30-40 hour range, with a very variable schedule, I have to remember often what job I'm supposed to be at and when. Each job has it's own perks and I must say that I enjoy them all. I can't imagine hating my job and still doing it... I hope to find a full time job doing what I love (working with kids).
On campus: My job allows me to work with students of all ages, both before and after are in college, and help them with their questions. The office is a go-to spot for most of the College of Education and I love hearing the different stories that students have. Added bonuses are getting to know the faculty and staff of the department and also seeing what I do have a purpose. Plus, I really enjoy supervising students in the field and getting a peek into classrooms all around Western NY.
Substitute teaching: Yes, kids are worse for substitute... it's a long standing tradition and makes it harder to be a sub. This year though, I've been able to be in the classrooms regularly enough that the kids are getting kinda used to seeing me around. When you are a regular substitute, it makes it easier for the teachers and the kids, and for yourself. I've learned how to use many different technologies and computer programs to help with student learning, seen different ways that teachers manage their classrooms, and get to try out different ages and positions to see where I'll fit in the best in the future. I haven't figured out what age I would love to teach yet, but I also don't want to limit myself in this poor job market. I think one of the best parts about being around kids, is when they see you in the hall and smile at you or say hi! Some of the kids, especially those that I student taught and the young kids, also like to give hugs which really makes you think that you are making a difference. They remember (maybe) your name and as far as I can tell have good memories about when I've subbed. Now don't get me wrong, subbing is difficult as you walk into a classroom in the younger grades and have a few minutes, plus lunch and hopefully an early prep, to figure out what you're teaching and how for the a few hours. Teacher plans are so important, but even reading them sometimes takes all of the free time you have. Regardless, I love subbing and seeing the kids learning.
'Tutoring'- A few hours a week I work 1-1 with a student on science. We explore whatever topic is interesting to her that week and I really like building the relationship with her and having the freedom to change the plan at any time. Plus seeing someone young so excited about science and helping to cultivate it is awesome!
So those are my current jobs... I also have my summer job mostly set, but I need to finish the paperwork still.
With all of this being said, I realized last night that I put work ahead of God sometimes. I try to work as many hours as I can, but then cut short my time with God. I can live off frugally off of what I make just working on campus so why do I try to pick up so many subbing jobs? I'm going to instead of having my focus being on trying to get subbing jobs and working there on making sure that I'm having enough time with God, before I add extra work hours to my schedule. The positive thing is that I know my work is a mission field for God and as I work with more students at church who I also sub for, they know that I am a Christian and therefore share that information with their class. I know many of the lines about how to be a Christian teacher and just learned on the radio about The Christian Educators Association International (http://www.ceai.org/ ) which I am now looking into joining so that I can be an informed Christian teacher. God calls us to work, and He calls us to serve Him where ever we are. For me the mission field is both right on campus, and right down the road in the lives of the students that I substitute for. My prayer is that whether they know I'm a Christian or not that they would see it in my life.
On campus: My job allows me to work with students of all ages, both before and after are in college, and help them with their questions. The office is a go-to spot for most of the College of Education and I love hearing the different stories that students have. Added bonuses are getting to know the faculty and staff of the department and also seeing what I do have a purpose. Plus, I really enjoy supervising students in the field and getting a peek into classrooms all around Western NY.
Substitute teaching: Yes, kids are worse for substitute... it's a long standing tradition and makes it harder to be a sub. This year though, I've been able to be in the classrooms regularly enough that the kids are getting kinda used to seeing me around. When you are a regular substitute, it makes it easier for the teachers and the kids, and for yourself. I've learned how to use many different technologies and computer programs to help with student learning, seen different ways that teachers manage their classrooms, and get to try out different ages and positions to see where I'll fit in the best in the future. I haven't figured out what age I would love to teach yet, but I also don't want to limit myself in this poor job market. I think one of the best parts about being around kids, is when they see you in the hall and smile at you or say hi! Some of the kids, especially those that I student taught and the young kids, also like to give hugs which really makes you think that you are making a difference. They remember (maybe) your name and as far as I can tell have good memories about when I've subbed. Now don't get me wrong, subbing is difficult as you walk into a classroom in the younger grades and have a few minutes, plus lunch and hopefully an early prep, to figure out what you're teaching and how for the a few hours. Teacher plans are so important, but even reading them sometimes takes all of the free time you have. Regardless, I love subbing and seeing the kids learning.
'Tutoring'- A few hours a week I work 1-1 with a student on science. We explore whatever topic is interesting to her that week and I really like building the relationship with her and having the freedom to change the plan at any time. Plus seeing someone young so excited about science and helping to cultivate it is awesome!
So those are my current jobs... I also have my summer job mostly set, but I need to finish the paperwork still.
With all of this being said, I realized last night that I put work ahead of God sometimes. I try to work as many hours as I can, but then cut short my time with God. I can live off frugally off of what I make just working on campus so why do I try to pick up so many subbing jobs? I'm going to instead of having my focus being on trying to get subbing jobs and working there on making sure that I'm having enough time with God, before I add extra work hours to my schedule. The positive thing is that I know my work is a mission field for God and as I work with more students at church who I also sub for, they know that I am a Christian and therefore share that information with their class. I know many of the lines about how to be a Christian teacher and just learned on the radio about The Christian Educators Association International (http://www.ceai.org/ ) which I am now looking into joining so that I can be an informed Christian teacher. God calls us to work, and He calls us to serve Him where ever we are. For me the mission field is both right on campus, and right down the road in the lives of the students that I substitute for. My prayer is that whether they know I'm a Christian or not that they would see it in my life.
Friday, February 24, 2012
Thunderstorms
I sit in my living room listening to the heat blowing, chewing on gummies, and enjoying the fact that I have both a fleece robe and a snuggie on to keep me warm. In the background I can hear the rain hitting hard against the windows and feel my second floor apartment move with the power of the wind. Regardless, I know that I am blessed to not be suffering with having to worry about a roof over my head or being warm enough. I also have enough to eat and have many people who care about me around the world... which still isn't the most important thing. God is on my side and protects me. He provides me with jobs to pay for things and to help impact the world. Without Him I would have nothing.
1 Ask the LORD for rain in the springtime;
it is the LORD who sends the thunderstorms.
He gives showers of rain to all people,
and plants of the field to everyone.
2 The idols speak deceitfully,
diviners see visions that lie;
they tell dreams that are false,
they give comfort in vain.
Therefore the people wander like sheep
oppressed for lack of a shepherd.
3 “My anger burns against the shepherds,
and I will punish the leaders;
for the LORD Almighty will care
for his flock, the people of Judah,
and make them like a proud horse in battle.
Zechariah 10:1-3
As I spend time with people who don't have as much as I do (let it be know that I am not rich nor ever intend to be), I continue to feel blessed. The comments and heart of those people, no matter their age, is incredibly touching.
Yesterday, I was at a school that some of the kids I work with at church go to. One kid was so happy telling his class my name, asking if I was going to be his teacher, and telling me about why he missed the meeting. Today, I was in his class subbing for about 30 minutes and he again made sure that the whole class knew my name. Also, when they asked how he knew me, he bluntly stated... "She goes to my church." Right after that one of the students asked if I went to church so I got to tell them I do (which is kinda cool to get to say in a public school. Needless to say, I'm thrilled entering into this weekend knowing that God is before and will care for me always because He cares for his children. If you don't know of His love and care, please let me know and I'll share it with you cause I couldn't live without it.
1 Ask the LORD for rain in the springtime;
it is the LORD who sends the thunderstorms.
He gives showers of rain to all people,
and plants of the field to everyone.
2 The idols speak deceitfully,
diviners see visions that lie;
they tell dreams that are false,
they give comfort in vain.
Therefore the people wander like sheep
oppressed for lack of a shepherd.
3 “My anger burns against the shepherds,
and I will punish the leaders;
for the LORD Almighty will care
for his flock, the people of Judah,
and make them like a proud horse in battle.
Zechariah 10:1-3
As I spend time with people who don't have as much as I do (let it be know that I am not rich nor ever intend to be), I continue to feel blessed. The comments and heart of those people, no matter their age, is incredibly touching.
Yesterday, I was at a school that some of the kids I work with at church go to. One kid was so happy telling his class my name, asking if I was going to be his teacher, and telling me about why he missed the meeting. Today, I was in his class subbing for about 30 minutes and he again made sure that the whole class knew my name. Also, when they asked how he knew me, he bluntly stated... "She goes to my church." Right after that one of the students asked if I went to church so I got to tell them I do (which is kinda cool to get to say in a public school. Needless to say, I'm thrilled entering into this weekend knowing that God is before and will care for me always because He cares for his children. If you don't know of His love and care, please let me know and I'll share it with you cause I couldn't live without it.
Thursday, February 23, 2012
Friendships
Isn't it funny how the longer you know someone doesn't necessarily mean you are closer with them? Or how some people you can meet for just a few days then be able to keep up a great conversation with them regularly years later online? I know that throughout college I've been blessed to have some great friendships start. There are people that no matter how long we are together we are always able to find something to talk about. These friendships mean the most as you know that they are always there for you. Other friends, especially from Australia, I knew in person for a short time (sometimes as short as one day, other times as long as 3.5 months). Regardless of the length, I still feel super excited every time I get to talk to one of those friends, especially if it's been a long time. (The time conversion is not really helpful in keeping around the world friendships.) High school friendships and those with friends from college who have graduated seem to go into hibernation... they are on hold until the next time you think to call/text or get the chance to see each other. Then they pick right back up.
Although friendships are here for long term and short term, I know that God puts each person in our path for a reason. I've learned many things from my friends about what to do, what not to do, and who I am as a person. Through all of the friendships, I must say that having God in common is what seems to be the common denominator in the friendship lasting or being impactful. I can't wait to see what God does through my friends, and my friendships, in the future!
Although friendships are here for long term and short term, I know that God puts each person in our path for a reason. I've learned many things from my friends about what to do, what not to do, and who I am as a person. Through all of the friendships, I must say that having God in common is what seems to be the common denominator in the friendship lasting or being impactful. I can't wait to see what God does through my friends, and my friendships, in the future!
Wednesday, February 22, 2012
Snow
That beautiful thing that falls down from the sky, typically during winter. It covers over everything in a blanket of white so every imperfection is hidden. Fresh fallen snow glistens when light touches it. This warming feeling that everything will be fine covers your worries. That's what God's grace does... He takes all of our imperfections and covers them completely with His grace. Sometimes we can't even tell what the object was to begin with.
“Come now, let us settle the matter,” says the LORD. “Though your sins are like scarlet, they shall be as white as snow; though they are red as crimson, they shall be like wool." Isaiah 1:18
We sin every day, despite not trying to. But God is gracious enough to take that scarlet sin and make it pure, like it never happened. Yes, if we dig around in the snow long enough we can still find it. But we can also take a bit of that grace and pick it up and toss it on someone else who needs some grace and forgiveness, just as we would make a snowball and throw it at someone. We need to show God's grace to those around us, cause we never know what might be hidden just below the surface.
“Come now, let us settle the matter,” says the LORD. “Though your sins are like scarlet, they shall be as white as snow; though they are red as crimson, they shall be like wool." Isaiah 1:18
We sin every day, despite not trying to. But God is gracious enough to take that scarlet sin and make it pure, like it never happened. Yes, if we dig around in the snow long enough we can still find it. But we can also take a bit of that grace and pick it up and toss it on someone else who needs some grace and forgiveness, just as we would make a snowball and throw it at someone. We need to show God's grace to those around us, cause we never know what might be hidden just below the surface.
Tuesday, February 21, 2012
God's timing
Uncertain times lead to uncertain measures is a common saying... but I think I like this better in times of uncertainty.
"Do not be anxious about anything, but in every situation, by prayer and petition, with thanksgiving, present your requests to God." Philippians 4:6
God calls us not to worry about the things going on in our life. It doesn't matter where we will be in the future, just where God has us right now. We need to be listening for him to let us know where to go next and what our purpose is. I believe that every place we have a purpose... sometimes we know before we go what that purpose is. Other times we might find out while we are there and sometimes we have to use hindsight to find the reason for it. I know that I am the kind of person who wants to know where I'm going to be and what I'm going to do ahead of time. I dislike having to wait for God to reveal His purpose for my life... yet I push ahead and wait for the better things that are yet to come.
God doesn't make us wait to punish us... we can't handle everything that is to come. The most real and recent example is my summer. If you had told me three weeks ago that this summer I would have the job I have, I never would have believed it nor would I have felt comfortable about even applying for that job. Yet, without applying, God still granted me the job and has shown me throughout the last few days how much of a blessing that job will be to me. He waited and slowly prepared me for it. Another example is my thesis... while community service is extremely important to me I never imagined that I would be doing my thesis on it. If you had asked me as a freshman what I would do my thesis on or how important community service would be to my life, I doubt I would have said community service helps me to show God's love through my life and those around me as we serve the local and foreign people in need. Regardless of what the people around need, I can say that I have been transformed through serving God in the community. He's spoken to me tons, even the many times that I just planned the activity and coordinated rides but could not actually go.
God calls us to be servants at all times and to share His love to the people around us. How, where, and with whom changes as we progress through life, but the basic call is the same.
"Then Jesus came to them and said, 'All authority in heaven and on earth has been given to me. Therefore go and make disciples of all nations, baptizing them in the name of the Father and of the Son and of the Holy Spirit, and teaching them to obey everything I have commanded you. And surely I am with you always, to the very end of the age.' " Matthew 25:18-20
"Do not be anxious about anything, but in every situation, by prayer and petition, with thanksgiving, present your requests to God." Philippians 4:6
God calls us not to worry about the things going on in our life. It doesn't matter where we will be in the future, just where God has us right now. We need to be listening for him to let us know where to go next and what our purpose is. I believe that every place we have a purpose... sometimes we know before we go what that purpose is. Other times we might find out while we are there and sometimes we have to use hindsight to find the reason for it. I know that I am the kind of person who wants to know where I'm going to be and what I'm going to do ahead of time. I dislike having to wait for God to reveal His purpose for my life... yet I push ahead and wait for the better things that are yet to come.
God doesn't make us wait to punish us... we can't handle everything that is to come. The most real and recent example is my summer. If you had told me three weeks ago that this summer I would have the job I have, I never would have believed it nor would I have felt comfortable about even applying for that job. Yet, without applying, God still granted me the job and has shown me throughout the last few days how much of a blessing that job will be to me. He waited and slowly prepared me for it. Another example is my thesis... while community service is extremely important to me I never imagined that I would be doing my thesis on it. If you had asked me as a freshman what I would do my thesis on or how important community service would be to my life, I doubt I would have said community service helps me to show God's love through my life and those around me as we serve the local and foreign people in need. Regardless of what the people around need, I can say that I have been transformed through serving God in the community. He's spoken to me tons, even the many times that I just planned the activity and coordinated rides but could not actually go.
God calls us to be servants at all times and to share His love to the people around us. How, where, and with whom changes as we progress through life, but the basic call is the same.
"Then Jesus came to them and said, 'All authority in heaven and on earth has been given to me. Therefore go and make disciples of all nations, baptizing them in the name of the Father and of the Son and of the Holy Spirit, and teaching them to obey everything I have commanded you. And surely I am with you always, to the very end of the age.' " Matthew 25:18-20
Monday, February 20, 2012
Praises
God has blessed me incredibly over the last weekend so here are my praises... I've chosen to not include any prayer requests cause overall God is too awesome right now for me to think about the prayer requests.
1. I have a summer job: An position on programming staff for a seven week camp in charge of the 14-16 year old program (like 200 campers). Plus it's on a lake with boating and other nature activities and I love seeing God in nature!!
2. I got to spend the weekend talking to really awesome people
2a: I get to support an Australian mate as he goes on a missions trip to Japan to spread the gospel after talking to him on the phone for a while.
2b: I spent a night at Steph's which was filled with talking for all the time except when we were asleep.
2c: I got to have important conversations, sometimes deep, with people that I really care about.
2d: Sunday night dinner was awesome and I love getting together in groups of people (20ish) to fellowship around food, especially when it's homecooked Korean.
3. The meeting today went better than I planned, especially on short notice and I feel that I'm finally starting to do what God has called me to do this semester. I'm blessed by the leaders in InterVarsity and also by all of the new members/freshmen.
4. I have clean laundry (mostly) :) which wouldn't be much of a problem, except for the fact that I don't have a washer/dryer in my apartment.
5. I really enjoy my jobs, and this week I'm only working 27 hours instead of the 36-39 from the last two weeks so I get alot more free time.
5a: My classes decided to go online this week so I don't have to actually go to class at all and can spend more time just doing homework and getting ahead.
5b: Things are really coming together for the projects at work.
6. I'm going to get my field placement done by Spring Break which will mean so much more time at the end of the semester (especially if I keep on top of my community service thesis topic).
7. I got to fully join in Large Group this week which I missed last week and some of the first week.
7a: This week I get to watch a friend in Australia get married during large group!!
8: I can sleep this week and hopefully get rid of this sickness :)
That being said, I should go to bed! Night
1. I have a summer job: An position on programming staff for a seven week camp in charge of the 14-16 year old program (like 200 campers). Plus it's on a lake with boating and other nature activities and I love seeing God in nature!!
2. I got to spend the weekend talking to really awesome people
2a: I get to support an Australian mate as he goes on a missions trip to Japan to spread the gospel after talking to him on the phone for a while.
2b: I spent a night at Steph's which was filled with talking for all the time except when we were asleep.
2c: I got to have important conversations, sometimes deep, with people that I really care about.
2d: Sunday night dinner was awesome and I love getting together in groups of people (20ish) to fellowship around food, especially when it's homecooked Korean.
3. The meeting today went better than I planned, especially on short notice and I feel that I'm finally starting to do what God has called me to do this semester. I'm blessed by the leaders in InterVarsity and also by all of the new members/freshmen.
4. I have clean laundry (mostly) :) which wouldn't be much of a problem, except for the fact that I don't have a washer/dryer in my apartment.
5. I really enjoy my jobs, and this week I'm only working 27 hours instead of the 36-39 from the last two weeks so I get alot more free time.
5a: My classes decided to go online this week so I don't have to actually go to class at all and can spend more time just doing homework and getting ahead.
5b: Things are really coming together for the projects at work.
6. I'm going to get my field placement done by Spring Break which will mean so much more time at the end of the semester (especially if I keep on top of my community service thesis topic).
7. I got to fully join in Large Group this week which I missed last week and some of the first week.
7a: This week I get to watch a friend in Australia get married during large group!!
8: I can sleep this week and hopefully get rid of this sickness :)
That being said, I should go to bed! Night
Saturday, February 18, 2012
Schooling
Lately, the topic of schooling comes up. Lots of people want to know when I'll finish school...and I'm one of those people. Here are my options, based on the fact that I am taking 6 credits now, have three classes left, and also need one more class for my HS Chem certification:
1. Get a full time job within two hours of Fredonia for next year... I would then aim to take two summer classes (an elective and one of 20 choices). I would graduate in December after completing the second part of my thesis. I would then need to find the Chem class somewhere else and sometime else. FYI Jobs are pretty scare for teachers in Western New York, unless you look in a city and I dislike cities.
2. Not get a full time job... With this option I would stay as a Graduate Assistant (with subbing on the side) for the whole year, taking my thesis in the Fall with one elective and both a Chem class and my other required class in the spring. I would graduate in May with this option then move out of state (most likely to one of the Dakotas) for the following year wherever I got a job.
So lots of choices as I would move closer to my job and have a longer commute to campus once a week if I got a full time job. Where I work/live and when I graduate is completely in God's hands as He needs to direct my path out of Fredonia. I won't be leaving Fredonia area until He has said my job here is done (hence why I'm still here). But, I'm content knowing that I will be able to pay my bills and work regardless of where I end up.
1. Get a full time job within two hours of Fredonia for next year... I would then aim to take two summer classes (an elective and one of 20 choices). I would graduate in December after completing the second part of my thesis. I would then need to find the Chem class somewhere else and sometime else. FYI Jobs are pretty scare for teachers in Western New York, unless you look in a city and I dislike cities.
2. Not get a full time job... With this option I would stay as a Graduate Assistant (with subbing on the side) for the whole year, taking my thesis in the Fall with one elective and both a Chem class and my other required class in the spring. I would graduate in May with this option then move out of state (most likely to one of the Dakotas) for the following year wherever I got a job.
So lots of choices as I would move closer to my job and have a longer commute to campus once a week if I got a full time job. Where I work/live and when I graduate is completely in God's hands as He needs to direct my path out of Fredonia. I won't be leaving Fredonia area until He has said my job here is done (hence why I'm still here). But, I'm content knowing that I will be able to pay my bills and work regardless of where I end up.
Summer
As I sit in my living room with my big fleece robe on and a blanket wrapped around my legs, summer should be the last thing on my mind. However, after my interview yesterday, I can't stop thinking about the upcoming summer. My excitement to return to a traditional summer camp, complete with campfires, singing, a waterfront, ropes course, and also with many other things that we not part of my camp experience is amazing. This year will be very different from every other year, both a camper and a staff member. No longer will I be a counselor at a short term camp, instead I will be part of the programming staff involved in the day to day operations of the largest camp I've ever been to. The camp reminds me of the Parent Trap camp. That being said, I'm a bit nervous to be responsible for about 200ish 14-16 year olds and the 60ish counselors with them. It's a huge jump in leadership, but I feel that the summer will be incredibly worthwhile.
My second interview yesterday was vastly different than others before as I was unable to learn much about the job online. As I learned in the interview about the program, I became more excited about the chance to organize the opportunities for the campers to learn and try new things. Don't get me wrong, this summer will be tons of work. But as I've spent the last day praying about it and discussing it with a few people, I really feel like it's an incredible chance for me to use the gifts God has given me. At Leadership/Winter Summit, I went to the Spiritual Impact track where we learned about our spiritual gifts. The test showed that mine were administration, shepherding, and giving. What seemed a bit more surprising to me was the fact that on of them was an upfront gift for leaders. I guess in some ways this was a surprise, but other ways in reflection it makes sense. Regardless, I think this summer could be a great chance to use these gifts with a support system and tons of fun.
It will be a brand- new adventure, but I'm excited to see how God uses it. I'm also happy to know where I'll be until August as I dislike uncertainty and I'm still unsure where I'll be next year.
My second interview yesterday was vastly different than others before as I was unable to learn much about the job online. As I learned in the interview about the program, I became more excited about the chance to organize the opportunities for the campers to learn and try new things. Don't get me wrong, this summer will be tons of work. But as I've spent the last day praying about it and discussing it with a few people, I really feel like it's an incredible chance for me to use the gifts God has given me. At Leadership/Winter Summit, I went to the Spiritual Impact track where we learned about our spiritual gifts. The test showed that mine were administration, shepherding, and giving. What seemed a bit more surprising to me was the fact that on of them was an upfront gift for leaders. I guess in some ways this was a surprise, but other ways in reflection it makes sense. Regardless, I think this summer could be a great chance to use these gifts with a support system and tons of fun.
It will be a brand- new adventure, but I'm excited to see how God uses it. I'm also happy to know where I'll be until August as I dislike uncertainty and I'm still unsure where I'll be next year.
Thursday, February 16, 2012
Community
Ever wonder why we made communities thousands of years ago? Even at the start of Creation, God created the Garden of Eden and put everything that was needed (including two humans) inside of it. He did not spread us out among the earth. Now later, we did move all over the earth, but still in groups. Very rarely does one person survive on their own. We need each other.
Other people in the community help provide food, clothing, transportation, and many other services we need to survive. Without the farmers, I know I would starve. Even our own families are a small community and our neighborhoods are a slightly bigger community. I've been reflecting on my childhood and I know that without my neighborhood, life would have been boring. The support we've shown as we care for the elderly, visit the sick, help the lame, and show love to everyone is amazing. As I typed each of those things I specifically thought of some way that as a neighborhood we did that. I hope to live in a neighborhood very similar to the one I grew up in when I settle down. A safe, loving place for all.
Now college is different... we live cramped into a small space in a forced community. Yet, we have the choice to build our own communities. In Australia, I was blessed to find both a class community, a hall community, and a church community. Without their support, my time would have been vastly different. In the one week alone that I was just a participant in the hall community, I struggled alot; very similar to the first few days of living in any new place. It takes time to adjust to the new place and to build those bonds. At Fredonia, I have been given the incredible gift from God of a Christian community formed primarily within InterVarsity. From the first week on, I've had the support of people older than I am who challenged me to do incredible things I never would have imagined possible. Who would have guess that the quiet freshman who was content just pushing the button on the worship slideshow would be the same person now helping to develop new leaders? That's the power of community at work.
Tonight I spent a lot of time researching (using actual library databases) community service and the impact of being involved in the community. Now I haven't actually read more than the abstracts for any of the articles... that's the next step in my thesis...but community service does have valuable impacts on people. For my own life, I've seen the community and serving it help transform me and those around me. Getting involved over the past few years in the service trip and other community service has helped me to know who is around me and be aware of their needs. Not everything is 'community service' either. Sometimes driving someone where they need to go, helping with a part of an application, or being a listening ear is all that's needed. Being a part of the body of Christ, especially one that is trying to live out Matthew 25:37-40 and Acts 4:20 is amazing.
“Then the righteous will answer him, ‘Lord, when did we see you hungry and feed you, or thirsty and give you something to drink? When did we see you a stranger and invite you in, or needing clothes and clothe you? When did we see you sick or in prison and go to visit you?’ “The King will reply, ‘Truly I tell you, whatever you did for one of the least of these brothers and sisters of mine, you did for me.’ Matthew 25:37-40
"They devoted themselves to the apostles’ teaching and to fellowship, to the breaking of bread and to prayer. Everyone was filled with awe at the many wonders and signs performed by the apostles. All the believers were together and had everything in common. They sold property and possessions to give to anyone who had need. Every day they continued to meet together in the temple courts. They broke bread in their homes and ate together with glad and sincere hearts, praising God and enjoying the favor of all the people. And the Lord added to their number daily those who were being saved." Acts 2:42-47
In the big ways and the small ways, I am part of the communities I live in both in Fredonia, at home, at work, at school, and around the world as part of the body of Christ. Knowing that you belong to something is vital to growth as you have a role in that place, even if just for a time. Now as I continue to use the connections to the Dunkirk-Fredonia area that I've been building for the last four years and also prepare to move (sometime) to some other community... I know that as long as I am seeking God, with fellow believers, we can change the world. Maybe just a small part of it, but I truly feel that I have impacted the lives of others just as so many have impacted my life. I thank God so much for all of my friends who have touched my life, even if just for a short period of time. It's meant so much to me and I've glad we have the internet to continue to talk to each other (even though the relationship changes). With that being said... I have an interview to become part of a new community tomorrow and should prepare for it. God bless!
Other people in the community help provide food, clothing, transportation, and many other services we need to survive. Without the farmers, I know I would starve. Even our own families are a small community and our neighborhoods are a slightly bigger community. I've been reflecting on my childhood and I know that without my neighborhood, life would have been boring. The support we've shown as we care for the elderly, visit the sick, help the lame, and show love to everyone is amazing. As I typed each of those things I specifically thought of some way that as a neighborhood we did that. I hope to live in a neighborhood very similar to the one I grew up in when I settle down. A safe, loving place for all.
Now college is different... we live cramped into a small space in a forced community. Yet, we have the choice to build our own communities. In Australia, I was blessed to find both a class community, a hall community, and a church community. Without their support, my time would have been vastly different. In the one week alone that I was just a participant in the hall community, I struggled alot; very similar to the first few days of living in any new place. It takes time to adjust to the new place and to build those bonds. At Fredonia, I have been given the incredible gift from God of a Christian community formed primarily within InterVarsity. From the first week on, I've had the support of people older than I am who challenged me to do incredible things I never would have imagined possible. Who would have guess that the quiet freshman who was content just pushing the button on the worship slideshow would be the same person now helping to develop new leaders? That's the power of community at work.
Tonight I spent a lot of time researching (using actual library databases) community service and the impact of being involved in the community. Now I haven't actually read more than the abstracts for any of the articles... that's the next step in my thesis...but community service does have valuable impacts on people. For my own life, I've seen the community and serving it help transform me and those around me. Getting involved over the past few years in the service trip and other community service has helped me to know who is around me and be aware of their needs. Not everything is 'community service' either. Sometimes driving someone where they need to go, helping with a part of an application, or being a listening ear is all that's needed. Being a part of the body of Christ, especially one that is trying to live out Matthew 25:37-40 and Acts 4:20 is amazing.
“Then the righteous will answer him, ‘Lord, when did we see you hungry and feed you, or thirsty and give you something to drink? When did we see you a stranger and invite you in, or needing clothes and clothe you? When did we see you sick or in prison and go to visit you?’ “The King will reply, ‘Truly I tell you, whatever you did for one of the least of these brothers and sisters of mine, you did for me.’ Matthew 25:37-40
"They devoted themselves to the apostles’ teaching and to fellowship, to the breaking of bread and to prayer. Everyone was filled with awe at the many wonders and signs performed by the apostles. All the believers were together and had everything in common. They sold property and possessions to give to anyone who had need. Every day they continued to meet together in the temple courts. They broke bread in their homes and ate together with glad and sincere hearts, praising God and enjoying the favor of all the people. And the Lord added to their number daily those who were being saved." Acts 2:42-47
In the big ways and the small ways, I am part of the communities I live in both in Fredonia, at home, at work, at school, and around the world as part of the body of Christ. Knowing that you belong to something is vital to growth as you have a role in that place, even if just for a time. Now as I continue to use the connections to the Dunkirk-Fredonia area that I've been building for the last four years and also prepare to move (sometime) to some other community... I know that as long as I am seeking God, with fellow believers, we can change the world. Maybe just a small part of it, but I truly feel that I have impacted the lives of others just as so many have impacted my life. I thank God so much for all of my friends who have touched my life, even if just for a short period of time. It's meant so much to me and I've glad we have the internet to continue to talk to each other (even though the relationship changes). With that being said... I have an interview to become part of a new community tomorrow and should prepare for it. God bless!
Intro
This blog is going to be a place for me to write about the things that I think about. Lately, I've found that writing things down is really important, especially so you can go back and review them later. God teaches us many things and I've decided to write down some of what I'm learning. Be forewarned: I dislike proofreading my work or correcting it so what comes out of my head is what is published. Hope you enjoy it and feel free to add comments.
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